women ultimately will hold the back

america has bills to pay

one of the more interesting things in the news was they are going to start i guess coming after debt of americans more aggressively, garnish wages for student debt payments. the by far largest majority of the debt owners for this are women - and it isnt even a close contest.

there are some varying reasons for this from the economic reality, the hilarious, and the tricks that money itself has to it. i think they truly enticed women for independent thinking and school ultimately because they can be so gullible when it comes to idk “prizes”. their whole lives they got told how intelligent they are - how much smarter they are then men ect ect -

then - as seen per this article https://www.compactmag.com/article/the-lost-generation/

they obviously literally picked women these boomers did for literally nothing of merit just really in spite of white men themselves - i think the difference in the creative field really comes down to the seasons of true detective seasons 1 & 4

but at they garnish wages for these student loans and then they had women replace the men, then ai to replace the women, in a lot of ways women are going to hold the bag for themselves -

i was drunk last week then picked up chipotle for some family and i was astounded how beautiful these chiptole workers were. usually a high recession indicator beautiful women working retail.

anyways last year january was one of simply the worst months of my entire life. earlier that year i got hit with so many billls, fought with my family, then made all my money back - august - then even though it got tougher, then january i just man - signle dad with kid with her all the time - had to take off work then on top of it some extemremely ungrateful woman is talking about how she wants to date multiple men and im in the hospital with my daughter who has some lethal dehydration issue - and it was a lot

something about christmas reminded me all about this - or maybe the somatic back exercise i did hanging for my back unleashed some memories not to forget - because thing is when it comes to relationships the baggage is invisible when things are good and then you remember how heavy the lifting is when the illusion fades

not that i dont have faith in my own culture - just idk. i know multiple white families that dont talk to each other because the white women are arguing about some like beyond petty issue. and i can absolutely see this turning into the families dis inviting people from weddings -

i am led to believe that this is the case in more places then not. and i wonder what the move is. i know how quickly women can turn things into ugly petty situations or they will have sex with some dude if you dont tow the line

ive seen too much to tow the line

it all came back

time to get out of dodge