we are not special

they will pull the rug

need to remember to post these daily wick they tell a lot about what it is doing

so much money in that chart

anyways the biggest thing you can see with this is simply dont over think it too much

still going strong in no nut november - at least not drinking i can wake up early every weekend and get cleaning my place and it feels way more aesthetic

i never tell anyone in really life about any of these changes i am met with “well thats what you always should do its obvious - like dont tell me about what to do - you cant run 5 miles, you dont have kids, you door dash you have nothing in life i desire -

anyways got a nice sum from the IRS while out tricker treating but i gotta play it safe

you know endless bills this week ( car insurance, picture day at school, kids birthday parties, groceries) so im not in the mood to lose it -

and this is the time of the year where things get really busy for me - lots of birthdays and christmas and before you know it it is 2026

would i like to do heady post about no nut november? or learn spanish ? or day trade? well obviously yes

been thinking a lot about how good books are - im like really really enjoying cult x - there is an aesthetic to reading books sober in bed on a friday night

someone sent me a post about like someones supposed experience with their father that was really graphic. then i thought like what is the purpose of this. there has to be something more sinister then like “just sharing” and i know everyone can tell when something is ai but like what if who ever wants to control our attention has simply better models we cant tell. right. think about that and i want to come back to this

i read a spooky thing that was gone recently about companies having much much better models for options trading and they are making millions with like a hidden brand of GPU - so if this is the case it literally makes no sense to trade in a rational way - more like a drunken samurai type way as you can see from the above - but i moved my IBKR money to pay these FUCKING. bills i have to pay - but i have a nice stack in robin hood but like i said this market is beyond irrational and i truly think they have some TOP SECRET NVDA chips they are using to place orders ect ect -

but if this is the case - it wont stop - and just treat everything as a very very highly efficient ai model that is either trying to take my premium or lose money before actual big moves happen. it really all is plausible.

but this gives every reason to do things like semen retention, avoid alcohol, read actual books printed before 2023 to really see the move i guess.

its just becoming very apparent some people are making a lot the causes of doing things “together” loses more and more sense everyday - its almost like we are designing these systems pyramid schemes like substack to inflate our egos and think we have “self sufficiency” just for some highly trained models to pull the rug out from under us