new found theories

trading between the charts

out of all the stuff i had going on this week lots of interesting insights - now it is time to reflect on them

i use to do a lot more posting on social media im really glad that all died down - retail was very bullish but in the week before we ran so hot and bears were destroyed - the timing is hard because there is defiantly some flat areas in the charts so

you kind have to be willing to be a little wrong but have a longer expiry ect to see the picture - this is pretty difficult stuff to understand but really the game is survival - yet if your smart enough right now as a trader you can be a little patient and idk two weeks even a week it will move the way you like

i get why this is hard or not viable it takes a special person to do this it is really reclusive i know a lot of people are really into trading communities or posting online to be right but it sort of. ruins the feeling and makes you question your own bias ect ect

i think a lot of things in life are a shit test i use to really want more help financially as im related to some well off boomers but you honestly cant develope a growing sense of grit in this game without losing your money - money that hurts too lose - only way a retail trader can see through the noise -

you know there was this guy that post on twitter he lost a million dollars and lost his family day trading and i am like ef that energy man - like at what point do things cost that much years away from your child to do this stupid basket weaving online black jack shit - but what i can learn is just watching him blow accounts and really the best thing to do sometimes is just wait when things make sense to you you can buy all the signals you want but its not gonna like make it work

i think the only thing i really lost in doing this was it has cost me financial stability. and possibly relationships. ic alled off a date im just to burnt out to really be running around for anyone else but me right now as unfortunate as that sounds but these next few years really matter to me to get where i want to go

i might have to quit my job at some point it is like a clandestine mission - yet - this stuff takes time in weird ways - like again with the guy who lost a million this stuff will cause psychological issues like impassivity which i still struggle with

but that can be tamed in just life in general - ive always had so much fomo and never needed much recharge time i always loved having like a gf and lots of friends but this sort of llifestyle doesnt really allow for lots of that in the sense like idk why would i ever tell a woman how much i make or what went into it its one thing to be poor and not experience things but to watch things slip through your hands while you live off water and zyns because you blew your accounts is another thing all entirely

then watching bitcoin slide ride really paints a different idea what or how i think about markets because like - again - it is one thing to buy something like bitcoin - and just hold why not - but that is taken like gospel on this platform or people who want $100 for options calls non of these things simply appease me and im holding out for hand over fist printing - i dont tell this to people because they get really but hurt about well taxes man you have to pay taxes

but what do i really need except like and really nice bed and the ability to eat out a lot. im gonna buy a nice shirt for the first time in a long time today. to wear to a birthday party tomorrow. tonight i might have a beer. idk. thats it. thats what i like to do to recharge i dont get the noise anymore.

i keep showing all these alt girls with bangs ironically because i always liked these alt looks but it is fascinating idk these girls are just not into me. they are true aesthetic people. where as me - when things are good ill dress better and moisterize my tattoos and hit the gym but to me i just simply dont care about that shit like right now the bag is everything and means so much it is has been so wild out here

im also not stupid enough to think money is enough to help with relationships. i think when you get to a certain level of wealth yes i started wearing gold again but why would women like me at the bar getting toasted even though i made more then their dad did this week and its like idk - if you dont like me from day one

do i really have time to convince people to love me? that is like the absolute bane of my existence. with friends too. like ok have fun with the cool job im not giving up on my business tho and i like my inner world or have grown to love it -

some guys just have more patience then me - my brothers wife was being a bit catty to him and like dealing with a catty person while i got things on my mind idk doesnt sound like a good deal idk

i know this site deals with a lot of hating on men or whatever or men being providers i just am the .001 of the 1% and i cant imagine listening to anyone ever again - the world is just smaller - everyone literally needds to work these days - i am building an oasis in global competition

some sort of dark arc forming - but i also know its about being relaxed - letting things play out - where other work is like you think of lifting a hammer and in this game it is like maybe just dont lift the hammer yet

this blog is really just for me and lets me vent like 5 people read it : )