new found spiritualism

not how we cover ourselves but our eyes

i was able to wake up so early on the sunday yesterday to clean aggressivly. not like my place is extremely messy or something. i just have to wash my uniforms. well not actually real uniforms you see. i just wear the same things all the time. i could wear north eastern white collar chic if i wanted. you know. northface vest white collar shirt & those sneaker oxford shoes. the outfit that screams "i have sex with my wife once a month.” or secretly smokes weed in a cadillac. tho thing is work fashion is not on my radar so northface puffer and a series of black dickies for me. maybe as i sober up more i see myself doing something like that but consumerism is just gross. theyve jacked up the prices so much i have a hard time taking the consumer bait. i also stopped buying amazon subscriptions so the other plain black clothes are less accessible.

then after washing my uniforms my daughter was bugging me to go to some science factory thing. i was like ok after some hesitation sounds great i will literally mapy money to not relax by looking at my phone and get her off the tv. was actually very fun. i built paper airplanes and played with water some serious fucking engineering. then i thought about how i really should have been an engineer i was just way to lazy to pursue math and science.

i felt the oldness and mundaneness from the adults there. for better or for worse one of the best things i have ever done was have a kid young. see thing is you can always make back money you lost (ive lost millions) that comes and goes with personal energy and time. but youll never get back being an obese 40 year old who has a kid because they wanted to be “safe” and cant play with their kid. they are just simply to old to relate to the youth so they scroll on their phone.

i wonder what these dudes that are ten year my senior are looking at on their phones and im like is it porn (probably sports betting) then also ironically i see a traditional muslim couple and the dude is scrolling like what even is the point of that cultural religious dance at that point

new spiritualism will take place but will be some weird religion that only is passed down orally. there is no wikipedia page about it - just a myth within a subset of people who threw their phones in the garbage. life always moves faster then the internet can - or the least accessible parts. this page on the internet is very inaccessible so consider yourself lucky you are seeing the future unfold. there are no wiki pages or insta pages. just a sensitive mans blog.

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