my first spanish lesson tonight

market keeps hitting all time highs

I have been having an interesting time reading about options talking to people. im online on reddit scanning for hot takes on options but i see a lot of insane things. someone made $7000 in one day but only $100 for the whole months. my account is almost 100 percent growth in less then a week? thing is im really really diverse in $SPX keep our losses very small - and even though we are in a bull market - so someone will get huge gains - there is always the chance the horse you bet on is not going to work

right before i use to go to casinos my first horse bet i had such a weird strange parlay - it made like 300% - then again i went back and then just went all in on the horse i thought was going to win - lesson in that

and the news matters - yes - always trying to find earnings and chart indicators but they are such lagging ones - even charts themselves seem to behind the price the price (the absolute fastest price) is the most important thing to trade -

but in being very boring my first spanish lesson tonight im just a little but shy but im going to go through with it even if embarrassing - there was a time i was working on japanese but the lessons are very expensive - and doesn’t seem that applicable -

along with trading i really need hobbies that revolve around community (beautiful women) as opposed to the american hellscape out here - but at around $4 for an hour long lesson it feels like ok i can do this

like tonight - ill be sitting in my car or a restaurant for 2.5 hours while my daughter dances - usually i would grab a beer or two but alcohol gives me the absolute worst anxiety and my body uncomfortable which makes me have to drink more to feel good and if i stop i get withdraws.

i just like to always be working on things - is that so bad? i cant sit there and scoll on my phone - i do read it was actually reading Bolanos 2666 that kind of made me think more globally and all these people studying languages and translating and it being a latin american author which i totally before would dismiss.

really really good trading is really really boring - there is a lot of time to fill - there can be such amazing trades if you are extra patient 1000% contracts daily on $SPX especially if you are constantly trading and stalking night time things

but again its boring - stategy of betting on horse ect -

while i am really bullish on what AI can do - never a better time to open your mind - while everyone is going to have robots do everything self driving cars and increasing wealth gaps - i can do both - i can flit around the world trading my bizarre accounts almost like some new age renaissance man

this site is very weird but. i post to here and to a subreddit like a free journal i do not care much if ppl read my work - because the ppl im looking for are not on the internet any ways