Lost $1600 in 60 Seconds

rebuilding the frontal lobe

the poverty in my mind stems from seeing the world as finite

you gotta know whats under the hood

$300-1600$ in three days for me -

to blow it in 30 seconds not on material possessions

pure ether evaporations

the poor can never imagine this type of building because they can never image the type of charity

with the charity comes a pure heart they say only a psychic can have a pure heart and nothing purifies then sunlight, or disintegration

but i have learned something so fucking profound ; money is everywhere

purely the QQQ 0.00%↑ calls i bought that violdently were raped -

because one day expiry was meant to be raped

but losing money this way is the only way you can intimatly see the violence the true nature

gotta extend the expiry

your same SPY 0.00%↑ option that expires in 8 hours goes from $6 - $200 imagine but the timing is impossible if you are wrong instant death - and as they say the truth is some where in the middle -

trade the same way you would an 0DTE but use the 8-10 days expiry lets see

QQQ 0.00%↑ FEB 19 $614 CALL price - $590 (dayrange $482-$860)

compared to FEB 11 $614 CALL price $44 (dayrange $20-$431)

took $300-$1600 in three days / need the same aggression just need to bribe father time more handsomely - no one is right all the time - just have to be right more then most (i am

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most never really come to these conclusions and i really have laid out mine and i want to circle back on this in the next few weeks, i am relieved excited to build again. truly i wanted to shoot myself. how could i possibly doe another 400% in three days to lose it again this doom suicide cycle. pretty dark. out of the pressure creates diamond and if you can sustain the crashout maybe something good will come -

you never tho want to swing over night - some caveats here right like most of the time the decay is this evil instrument overnight rarely works - so again if you trade like 0DTE you still want to open and close same day -

probably helps there is a great deal of passion in this - i dont think all of this creativity im drawing here comes from simply trying to make money but trading is surprising me with the timelines i draw about myself - but no matter what you do when you see someone have a comeback it probably because they went to the absolute bottom and they still wouldnt give up - there has to be passion

i have made such progress in my physical body - at 34 if you are timing your miles you have to be passionate. the body rewards passion. love rewards passion - the hunt rewards passion. passion will have you lose it all only to come back ten x stronger - universe will constantly test simply is irrational - the world wants you to commit suicide so your nutrients. can grow flowers

so what you really needed was to see some error and focus on monolithic rape

stop fighting the sun learn to dance with it

dont resist arrest cuff yourself

chained to this earth for a short eternity

a gift