internet is dying

the longer you stay on the worse it is

i really thought i was pretty interesting at some parts of my journey online but it has led to really not much not that that is the point just there are other endevours that need my time right now

like sobriety, going to aa, video games, reading, looksmaxxing, trading ODTE SPY 0.00%↑

i am drinking kava with decaf black coffee - has that bitter taste i desire rn

man how do you say it

it truly is like the internet is a round of musical chairs or something. what comes after the internet i do think maybe some sort of local happenings or maybe jsut having fun by yourself

but i literally cant be online for too long anymore. i just took a huge nap so i feel ike i will but up for awhile but seriously sometimes i feel really lucky and really grateful i can make serious cash not paying attention to the outside world but there was a lot of stuff left unsaid to people imet online

but also i dont maybe understand the interconnection of tension and want things too fast and response to fast and i dont have enough patience for a lot of things - you know that is a lot to handle but it wont get any better and you gotta keep busy

i think i maybe spent like 40 hours or more on this to reach maybe ten people?

and i love my subs i do. there is like one dude who reads my stuff and probably thinks im insane but crazy. i also think literacy is just like kinda plummeted

like even i have a hard time concentrating on things lately too much to learn

also newly sober again so i really do enjoy reading content because my issue is i forget how bad i can get.

anyways

here is to the dead internet