i deleted chatgpt

im going to be more human in 2026

i have been using it a good bit for work and im really just getting sick of my phone and i need to use my brain more.

i truly think the reason 2025 sucked so bad is like down time is electronics or constant communication and there is something i guess sinister in the way we interact with technology - and like i use technology for all kinds of stuff but man

i just need to play it close to the chest for like a year or something and sort of refresh - like i saw something on a chart and got like absolutely the right thing but then i kept thinking about something i read on x that influenced me - IDK

i am reading twitter it is so funny but the truth is maybe i just need to work a lot harder on my systems and just idk clean up a little bit

and i have been but it is the validation thing people dont really see people any more or we are in constant communication and really i am isolated a lot i am always being a dad or in some therapy thing or working and i want to trade but this all this stuff i think stems from just how i really view things.

but like i said im convinced chatgpt and ai is actually making us all really fucking retarded and its getting out of hand. and this is not from say “im better then you because i deleted chat gpt. what im saying for me and my cognitive state

anyways yea so idk like i like this blog writing feels really really nice but the thing is the internet right now is idk what is over coming me but it truly is making everything and me included absolutely retarded -

and then if you talk to normal people you get infected with their retarded energy - you know i still i guess have to interact with my family because i technically need them to raise my child because

i am paying a college girl $20 an hour for two days to watch my daughter while i go to my goy slave job and really she is going to make very similar money to what i i make which is honestly the most absurd thing i have ever heard of but that is the prices now for

the help of a female since we decided to commodify everything and its not taxed so there is that anyways

yea so idk this for sure is crazy of me to do i dont know if i will use another ai or whatever but there was this software update for ai and it really just struck a nerve with me - im asking for simple things and it like like wording things so fucking weird like help me build this website knock it off with the prose

so i dont know what i will do with this blog - i for sure want to end all scrolling and its tough to see how im going to fill my days here at work and do some much thinking and writing and be like fucking able to talk to people

but i think the most HEALTHY start anything else aside - i deleted chat gpt