hired an employee from Pakistan

Pakistani GF

i am in the trenches of globalism squeezing every ounce of spice the world has to offer - in the face of whale traders / goliath business i am assembling a team / writing about my process - you know as others spam you for money while you read this post your free you are welcome

so this is the game plan while i was on the phone with her she had some trouble understanding me (language barrier) but i said what the hell and give it a shot because i have way to much work to do too many pieces to really solve with just myself also i need to make these 200% SPY 0.00%↑ trades while im doing this work too many things - so lots of employees right - that we all work all over the world

it is like im growing this sleeper cell network all over the globe forming NVDA 0.00%↑ paid with chip options AVGO 0.00%↑ so i made the money trading then i get these burner emails to discreetly send out by my agents to funnel them back to a $1000 consulting talk to me but the bread is in the pudding because i found you so that is the verification, a self verifying self fulfilling prophecy, my sick new domain that is N9MI.COM - my sleeper cell base when i have the operations this domain is now letter.N9MI.com which is way better then your substack handle and gives some validity to the claims because i had to pay $50 to make that change.

then here makes me think about life in general or how i was doing it i simply have been dreaming too small where i see this as some global reach bank heist operation and the best thing i see on here is some thirst traps that hate men, show bikini pics and im out here gambling my ass off full blown risk and leaving my american ways behind - dropping the twisted tea so i can focus inward spiritually live a life of risk and battle

we complain too much about globalism, boomers, women, e-girls, indian people and we simply cannot see where technology and the fractal nature of the future where speed is rewarded yet timing is even more in this new age

some of my days are just this malaise my eyes glaze over at my desk im gaining weight im slouching utter american filth, time to stretch go for walks meditate, deep work, wash my black clothes brush my teeth, age wisely, risk more, make the youtube video and replenish my senses online

the problem isn’t some spectre the problem is within us and we simply gotta look inward to our problems - will tonight be lonely are my days lonely and hard but im getting confident in myself again there is no problem to small for me to figure out maybe i was crushed by this year but i come back fucking better then you im faster im ancient and older then you im spry like spring lamb and full of joy with the compounding computing power of the size of the state of utah made from crushed crystalized organic matter that died millions of years ago