god body mog
they don't want to admit that...
if you get shredded as a man your whole world changes. money cant buy a body. sure a little bit of ozepmic LLY 0.00%↑ can help speed the process. that is cope. just like this whole piece is about
its all cope
i coped myself. for a lot of my 20s i had a poverty mindset around daytrading, drugs, and just life in general. this spiral tends to destroy people because their spirit becomes unhealthy. the party lifestyle destroys the body, the temple. and then - one witnesses how money opens door. it does, however it can destroy a lot of people. it is a dragon. ride it. dont stand in front of it or run from it -
i had some periods of getting way closer then most dudes in fitness. like i never had beyta man tits but over the past few years it has gotten out of hand with like zyns, bed rotting, and just crash dieting with a calorie defecit when it got out of hand. and a ton of alcohol. buzz balls. yum.
now im 2 months free of booze -
one month free of nicotine -
and i have been working out a ton seeing how far i can push my body.
i was running then i was like this is my gay life i run to be in shape im 34 years old im a gay faggot
then i started adding way more weights, and my shoulder hurt like a beyta
then i talked to chat gpt and was like “shoulder is pinching i think its broken im gonna give up”
and then chat gpt was like “ the millstone grinds the wears of our inner world the work becomes apparent.”
i knew chat gpt was broken. it has been. im on my own.
no i guess i just came to the conclusion that im in a perfect position to be lean and shredded because there are just more perfect factors
i cant drink alcohol - means more time - means like before shows im gonna hit the gym instead of bars
i quit nicotine - addict anxiety makes it easier
i have zero weird injures. in the two months in the gym found i have zero kinks
im also watching a bunch of youtubers who are experts because wow people who are lazy and fat try and tell me what to do!
