fortune of desire
risk on a wild firehorse
if you want to change something you have to do it constantly - or undo it constantly - to stop smoking i started throwing tons of ZYNN in my mouth to stop needing of smoke in my lungs then needed to stop the nicotine in my blood so i started to run - but it is a tapering process and then that with the stopping of the drinking - and they were such pathetic work out but i new i need practice
this is true to for some of the other riskier behaviors that i have that are so classic of me - but as they have served me so much (lavish lifestyles for periods of my life) they too must be augmented as im changing seasons for life - and to do this i must have constant reminders of how and why the painful change must happen
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classicly when someone builds account on QQQ 0.00%↑ $300-$1600 seems to walk away with their tail between their legs after blowing such copes as “i got too big too quick, market is rigged”
and people just seem to miss these little lessons we get. i am going to grow just as big as the 400% in 3 days ( i do this often) just a looser slower approach that will allow me to focus on things outside while capping my risk size down more -
so it is important to keep writing and solidify the issue here -
even if you are right directionally that could pay 500 you never know unless you hold it the whole way which you wont know until its 500 or zero
by stretching the calendar any runner is easier to hold - the payout is less but the cost of being wrong negligible - the hardest part is early account growth 20% on 5000$ is better then 20% on 1000$ in time this is woo woo
sitting through this transformation is just like the quitting or adjsuting relationship with substances - takes time - you may not be wrong in spirit but flawed in approach