fear is the mind killer

fear no loss relationship financial nothing

ah i almost let myself slip there. seeing post after post about men on here raised this sensitive old mans heart rate just a bit - but ill stop reading peoples post. truly - the slop on here is just a little much. hordes of woman just in a utter state of constant complaining. maybe its true what they say about women -

see if you stumbled to this place on the internet - somehow - we dont do that. as a sensitive old man taking risk that would make the average man kill themselves we really have to value inner peace - as sort of a mantra if you will - there is no set back financially or even relationship wise that can sway me

you see fear is the mind killer - everytime you interact with these post or see them you lower your internal monologue and forget what the mission was you really started. this blog is about a sensitive old man getting enough money together to do exactly what pleases him.

the strategy is still going very well - and the portfolio is still ballooning with some caveats right - sold position that went 400% for a meeting right at work (im trading while i do my day job is part of the process. because fear is the mind killer. literally fomo fear of missing out - really does a number on ones psychology on how they experience life. comparison is the their of joy.

because what im actually doing is compounding an account in a very very very very smart way. again - started out small to jsut chip away at spx contracts small gains walk away if we have time let things run but the bigger the account the more you can let things run and life gets that much more easier -

i cant really go out and recommend this lifestyle to anyone - its first off really weird and i really would need a phone call or zoom call minimum with a wipeboard and a way to really hash out my strategy because im more of an asymmetrical better then i am an investor.

see thing is when the economy and life is on easy mode - honestly - go out and drink every weekend, focus on boys and girls or whatever your flavor happens to be - but if you really want to change yourlife gotta drop that stuff and get ready to print some serious cash

the gains are small so far but i must insist on telling myself to snail pace this a little because losses are hard to recover - there is also some brain retraining going on on my part right - like instead of looking for the next big “ earnings call report “ or “this stock must go up AHEM NVDA 0.00%↑ “ this is less stressful in that way - i can do less research at night it is much more of a feeling then any sort of data release or whatever. its like hitting a tibetan singing bowl at the time of a trade and saying are we going up down or sideways

yes this place substack has really really taken a tole on my poor old mans psychology - it is really making me rethink the sex tourism i had planned for the rest of my life while i print stacks of cash

not to be too mean here but we have a huge fucking spectator problem

like who is this man talking about some woman doing acts of unspeakable horror and like why does everyone care - why is everyone so attached why do women hate men so much - i didnt vote ill never vote again - why also is there talk about how no one is erotic anymore and i have to say when i go into public there is no eroticism from the female counter parts - they really look really frumpy and when i talk to them in person (cold approach) they really are - and if i get two close to any of them they will break my hear in some capicity

you know i think maybe young men should live like i do and become less attached - become less attached to the news and holding certain stocks for retirement. where is your gambling spirit young lad - and young women if you started to take more risk this way

but the more i write and i do this for myself the more i can sit back and see that the arc truly is the cash you know cash is my art form going fourth in my life

money loves a cold heart and a clear mind