everything in abundance
never missing for i am the art
just got back with my daughter from the hospital it is just flu 1 - missed the opening of QQQ 0.00%↑ SPY 0.00%↑ gap up to run her to the hospital but doesnt matter because
everything is in abundance
done for the week
had some interesting insights this week. my gf my oomfie agreed to do photos with me to be honest i sort of gave up photos for awhile - it was just a huge hassle with my single fatherdom/alcoholic gambling lifestyle - then i got some film for the sword ii concert then oomfee hit me up and was like
“i want you to take my photos”
which to be honest i am still super surprised about. i think real photography takes a muse - we are the art - our partners are the art. love and relationships form on this art like insane bonds and no one does it - everyone works with “models” and no one is really invested hard core in the life style so
the art is inauthentic because it is p[lay fucking pretend a figment a spectre real fucking photography some real muse dynasty is the stuff of the gods of the legends in 2026
unheard of. everything disposable everything a swipe so now that this is on the table well see
i am only using a pentax 17 - cant really get the detail but i think for the frequency of how muchj i shoot
but even this bottom platinum palladium print is just so exceptional and i cannot even begin to express how difficult it is to even get this to work scientifically
but again truly what made this process escape me idk maybe i needed a break
maybe i should stick to black and white in this new process
i think i will
gambling, sex, black and white film, sobriety
