enjoying time on earth massively

tips for sobriety ROI

so im about 36 hours into being nicotine free this is a big deal for me as all the men in my family are pretty addicted to this stuff in some form and im breaking the mold so older age for myself is going to look pretty interesting -

i feel my teeth are already significantly cleaner and i will save a fortune on the dentist in old age. so that is a plus

also yesterday i was in some insane trades watching -$800 multiple times and to be honest it didnt dearly phase me as much - like if you can handle this shit as just a meh sober person drinking water you are pretty much a god low key - the modern goyim cant comprehend having such giant nuts which is awesome

also a GIANT snow storm is coming so i will be snow shoveling and doing those types of thing and trapped so i cant even get anything if i want it truly a perfect storm if you will -

i swear the nerves in my toes and hands and dick are like coming back full force

i think if you use them then quit your body regenerates better then if you were a lazy goyim who just existed you never put your cell endings to the test or fucked your dopamine in the way only extreme experiences will satisfy your hunger

time does slow down a good bit - this is something i will have to deal with and i think 18-20s is hard because you want to destress but there is always some thing eating at you - like classes or actual job so you smoke or drink to relax while your doing said thing and thats the trap i think im really escaping here tbh -

and i guess for me like yea sure i have my goy job i do some trading but idk i think we start to stress to much about what the goy job is or we get like our vision of ourself gets messed up along the line

like your going to have distorted views of the future if you are fat and addicted to say a fat goy lifestyle or trying to impress a woman that alone is like gonna eat all your cash or if she gets you sick lost time to make money

like when my daughter was a baby i worked some of the stupidest lowest paying jobs smoking cigs and drinking and i could have been so much smarter about my mobility in that period but my babys mother leaving was tramautizing so i am not hard on myself about it

idk maybe this comes off as self help but wagovy or the weight loss drugs really showed how idk self help doesnt work anymore - as in - we found out that people dont have some horrible genetic obstacle to overcome - it wasnt about what even the food they are eating - just simply they are eating TOO MUCH - the drugs work because they curb actual eating habits

so the lesson is their isnt hidden secrets. you cant stop because your weak and have a bitch brain is scientifically proven so self help is dead -

which is also why we have so many people talking about them selves but dude i cant even listen to the goyimlore anymore. people live such uninteresting lives it truly makes me sad on like a visceral level. the only thing i can stomach is the occasional esoteric tweet i see that motivates me there is sentience out there