being beautiful is important

looksmaxxing, upgrading, making more

something lately just feels a little off like im not reaching my potential

it was a nerve someone struck on me before i even started to quit things

it is sort of hilarious again i dont know what has really made me start to question - things in forever - i was so use to my own mediocrity because i thought about others too much while refusing to go deeper inside

lets observe some reddit for the rest of this post to drive home some points

the first thing i dropped these three days was caffeine which is a massive crutch for me - staying awake at night to be so tired and needing a boost - im just very convinced it is a psyop and not that good for you - you should be relaxed - it is just a consumer industry - but also lets see a good post

i tend to really revert back to my norm because i hate my life sometimes but the better looking i feel the more will i have to live - at 34 - looking good is a huge thing for any type of job - just an idea - where as yes if you are hard on yourself - an all around bore like yes you want to end it

last year when i was vaping smoking cigs and using a lot of marijuana - i actually developed this like vein on the bags of my eyes and was drinking like four tall boys a night so i guess 2025 was sort of like ripping the bandaid off trials (i will still drink sometimes - just want to enjoy without nicotine)

i used zyn to quit now i am completely doing that cold turkey lets see what the rest of reddit has to say

here is the thing - dont think think i would even consider such a hard quit if i just its weird - i was wondering how i see like two sides - i think about aging and the future of work a lot and i feel like its time to make some cash but that is only possible by manifesting elite habit in myself that it will actually work out easily in fast - faster through the habits then through even figuring out the how