youtube

i prefer this i can do it cinematically - but let me walk you through

i think we have to idk FOCUS if we want stuff right - like i cant post to 5 different socials i was looking for ONE to hit you see then FOCUS on that - see my logic ?

i am a passionate person but i was trusting that the universe was going to hook me up SOME how - or atleast guide me and i got my first viral video - though i have made a video pretty regularly - this one got 5000 and a bunch of new subs and if i dont lean into it im gonna kms

i really really want to make more and not be all stretched thin

also?

so tired of everyone i need something i can work on - i dont want to leave the county im in - i want to make $20,000 in march - and get 3000 subs - and everything else is just distraction -

and like tbh im just a person who has gotten burned a fuck ton of times -

burned from baby mama

cheated on

scammed

so like idk i feel like if i dont take myself first - then i never will let myself fully change area codes.

but yea this app is fucking gay. hopefull i never come back here

thank you for subbing -

means a ton

here is the video gonna put all my effort into this channel

everything is in abundance

done for the week

had some interesting insights this week. my gf my oomfie agreed to do photos with me to be honest i sort of gave up photos for awhile - it was just a huge hassle with my single fatherdom/alcoholic gambling lifestyle - then i got some film for the sword ii concert then oomfee hit me up and was like

“i want you to take my photos”

which to be honest i am still super surprised about. i think real photography takes a muse - we are the art - our partners are the art. love and relationships form on this art like insane bonds and no one does it - everyone works with “models” and no one is really invested hard core in the life style so

the art is inauthentic because it is p[lay fucking pretend a figment a spectre real fucking photography some real muse dynasty is the stuff of the gods of the legends in 2026

unheard of. everything disposable everything a swipe so now that this is on the table well see

i am only using a pentax 17 - cant really get the detail but i think for the frequency of how muchj i shoot

but even this bottom platinum palladium print is just so exceptional and i cannot even begin to express how difficult it is to even get this to work scientifically

but again truly what made this process escape me idk maybe i needed a break

maybe i should stick to black and white in this new process

i think i will

gambling, sex, black and white film, sobriety

yet -

i am proven right - the system works - we can soon write the book

on my options trading - the system is magnificent -

truly a generational wealth building let me say listen

800-1230-970

do you see - still - takes time - but the important thing is

it works - sure sure will see people b like “but you lost money today”

no my sweet summer child

it is about the discipline to admit one is wrong

real niggas lose trades all the time. they laugh.

-10% here -7% there

then it comes 200% 1000%

thats it cupcake.

sweetheart if you cant take a little knife cut you wont make it

marathon, boxing, its long. can’t force it.

have to understand what options are

how cut throat this is

never take it personally kid

this is an elite craft blood will be spilt

its all cope

i coped myself. for a lot of my 20s i had a poverty mindset around daytrading, drugs, and just life in general. this spiral tends to destroy people because their spirit becomes unhealthy. the party lifestyle destroys the body, the temple. and then - one witnesses how money opens door. it does, however it can destroy a lot of people. it is a dragon. ride it. dont stand in front of it or run from it -

i had some periods of getting way closer then most dudes in fitness. like i never had beyta man tits but over the past few years it has gotten out of hand with like zyns, bed rotting, and just crash dieting with a calorie defecit when it got out of hand. and a ton of alcohol. buzz balls. yum.

now im 2 months free of booze -

one month free of nicotine -

and i have been working out a ton seeing how far i can push my body.

i was running then i was like this is my gay life i run to be in shape im 34 years old im a gay faggot

then i started adding way more weights, and my shoulder hurt like a beyta

then i talked to chat gpt and was like “shoulder is pinching i think its broken im gonna give up”

and then chat gpt was like “ the millstone grinds the wears of our inner world the work becomes apparent.”

i knew chat gpt was broken. it has been. im on my own.

no i guess i just came to the conclusion that im in a perfect position to be lean and shredded because there are just more perfect factors

• i cant drink alcohol - means more time - means like before shows im gonna hit the gym instead of bars

• i quit nicotine - addict anxiety makes it easier

• i have zero weird injures. in the two months in the gym found i have zero kinks

  

  im also watching a bunch of youtubers who are experts because wow people who are lazy and fat try and tell me what to do!

not really how i have been running things im on my 3rd green day after changing up my strategy - being asymmetric as possible buying expensive contracts that are ITM and long dated. looking for some movement. if it goes my way a good 10%-300% if it doest can cut easier then the $1600 loss i had the other week from a very small account i was building but ultimately it truly changed my philosophy and trading

like OK did i take 300$-1600 in two days but after some soul search it is not scalable and ive see how 0DTE swings truly needs sized for zero - its easy to see the stuff online and think it is possible but somehow short expiry is more elegant and shows more class or knowing

but truly the best way to be is to move slowly with longer dated only way to scale hit 10-%-100% aaccount and grind that way for like two weeks you are at $5 k then you can start making 20% a day on 10K - if you are smart and stick to the plan which is why im writing about it so lets recap

last few days 800-1300 - done in around 3 days and again. the first day was only 800$-840$.

it is so easy to get distracted rn - reading about the neanderthal geonome or epstein or naked shorting just isnt that important or trump or ice or whether men are rapist or if women are scammers or family court or if humans are humans non of this other shit matters at all the most part that matters is changing my whole outlook at life - through the size of the bank account

but there is no money in the internet - not through people reading my substack or watching my videos

the rich have never really had taste it is well known rich people tend to be culture vultures, to simply purchase. to colonize. an outsider looking in wearing medallions of the other but totally a visible, uncanny valley imposter.

a product of neo liberalism - that is inherently obsessed with materialism and status - has slowly rotted out the light child in that which was the poor - who use to - with all their inventiveness - have absolute swagger. the kid at the skatepark with a shoe lace belt, and a stick and poke tattoo was always a better skater, better with woman, then the guy decked out in new pac sun goy garb.

now i see this just absolute boring attitude of the poor. it disgust me frankly. it lacks risk taking. ambition. edge. anti-fragility. it lacks sex appeal. it lacks the innate fashion sense, maybe a psychosis

remember the poor use to have something money can’t buy -

look inside and find it

been using Claude since chatgpt just overall started lagging and i read some lore back in January about what can be done - i still don’t thing anyone on this site really understand how good the ai is - i literally got a weeks worth of work done in a day - it actually moves the mouse

ahem may i say that again - it actually moves the mouse - so im doing minor work more or less acting as a director

past few years have been yoyo trading options sometimes good sometimes bad same with the AI trade but i have this dialed in so much into my life for about 10-30% of my entire account a whole day that i have zero interest in sharing how i do this - just not worth it - have to explain so much back history

ray dalio is retarded. jeffery epstein was actually never a good trader just had insider information. same with buffet. fuck boomers. here is some AI art I made months ago (46 weeks ago!) before i lost interest and never since then saw ai art like it

getting sober has been so crazy and i was pretty irrational i hit two months soon. im going to two concerts bymyself this week simply to not lose myself - we gotta make these accounts gains - keep working the system - refinement

but something should be pointed out that his returns were double the UNTIL 2000 when a little rule was put into place

so essentially before 2000 it wasnt all that punishable by law to disclose things to other investors or whatever in whatever channels there were.

so as i go to make 10,000% this year (which i am doing) there is not a very compelling case to share how im doing it or philosophy but part of the philosphy itself is

to accept the greats of this game are boomer nepo babies. none of their rules apply. they came from an age of abundance of intel and alpha we will never experience as the world eats its self - the only way to make money in the markets is inside information or.. to be early right or… to cut losers - but the math for that changes - even the strategy i am implementing is one of mathematical randomness. out retard artificial intelligence myself

i guess the better point is anything from the past you can for sure count as manufactured and insider trading. total BS. and then when it comes to you. if you figured out how to read charts - and make some cash and out compete im convinced there really isnt a better thing then to just use your inner monologue - like i am here

saw some post on here like - totally screamed indian - idk why - but there are some “college kids” that are “starting a fund.” instantly like 200 likes and tons of new followers. seems dumb. people love this fresh out of the gate stuff

people also brag on here about 300% of total port in 3 years. with this bull market going on. but then they brag with the myth of the boomer in mind. being the boomer themselves. need to transcend the boomer

awaken. babe, its 2026 wake up

worst thing about how i have come to understand trading is there is just simply no way i can ever communicate it

its telepathy at this point. all of the losses and blown accounts and insane gains and just a sweet small taste of the lavish lifetstyle i can immerse myself back in they say it is impossible

or accept life on the terms defined by the cattle

not being derogatory about the surrounding just use your imagination with me

it really is up to you to connect the signs if something has a glimmer

of obvious and you chase it might not be that first thing that works

had someone reply to a post of mine “can’t even imagine ***** ____”

and doubt they checked my post or anything -

the whole world is accepting now thing i had to accept spiritually

years ago - just in the way - any down trend in is really going to frustrate anyone thinking they are champions for 300% gains in 3 years. this gets to the heart of pain giving us understanding.

Trade 1: $1,200 → $1,320 (+10%) Trade 2: $1,320 → $1,716 (+30%) Trade 3: $1,716 → $1,544 (-10% loss) Trade 4: $1,544 → $2,006 (+30%) Trade 5: $2,006 → $1,805 (-10% loss) Trade 6: $1,805 → $2,347 (+30%) Trade 7: $2,347 → $2,582 (+10%) Trade 8: $2,582 → $5,164 (+100% BIG WIN) Trade 9: $5,164 → $6,713 (+30%) Trade 10: $6,713 → $6,042 (-10% loss) Trade 11: $6,042 → $7,855 (+30%) Trade 12: $7,855 → $8,641 (+10%) Trade 13: $8,641 → $7,777 (-10% loss) Trade 14: $7,777 → $10,110 (+30%) Trade 15: $10,110 → $11,121 (+10%)

15 trades: $1,200 → $11,121

big week for bears - i had some puts my timing was off which has led to the lower cortisol system i have of stretching out the timeline - home run days go hard for the side thats right - but what is our math here

P(≥1 home run)=1−(1−p)N

high cortisol - high press - models that sell “services” or attract collectives of people to pay attention to them * some people are so attention sick they are focused more on the attention (fear of being wrong) so everything is vague

but as i have had the ups and downs from my accounts the truth is somewhere in the middle. the 0DTE landscape has a lot of clues for liquidity complex trades rather then waking up to an all stakes game.

there is something hardcore about losing and making so much with so much pressure - where as the middle ground with just a sliver of patience and -30% dips creates a certain type of trader that i am becoming - stomach these small losses easy hold through conviction - or easily say im wrong - have been before

its easy to get excited. then back to shorter expiries - mind plays tricks - the computers seem to know our feelings - Affective Computing (Foundational Field)

so dont be surprised the system tries to veer you of course a bit - trades you were “waiting for” tend to happen more and more often the more you focus on the compound survivability of the account - what will happen especially with these fast instruments is the large sums - they need breathing room, proper control, can’t house a tiger in a small cage really. physical limitations psyche can you catch the trail trade probably not.

lots of chatter about who is right who is not right - that should be far from the focus - the actual focus is

500-1000-2000-4000-8000-16,000-32,000-64,000ectectect model

emotion as input variable

with this equation in here

so where are we now ?

800-838-974

two days

i know 300-1600 in two days is impressive

but rookie numbers.

aim higher

to aim higher we need to absolutely fucking rip the nuts off the 0DTE gamma, literal neck snapping with some variance to the downside that is capped. to be honest i have done this before

but the years weighed on me i became to desperate i was in a drunken, nicotine weed feending phase of my 20s after some traumatic losses most really fucking shoot themselves over in the dark streets of the abyss only a millenial man can endure or would have happen to endure

this is just the account of the most interesting millenial man who ever lived. everything else has been astroturfed fueled by shadow puppeteers but here we have something interesting a true maverick of the abyss

todays position if dated 0DTE would be down -70% to be up 40% which over all is more just too much variance -

so today - directionally knew downside - jsut couldnt pin point exact time -

longer date - 15% account growth - Day 1: $900 → $1,035 Day 2: $1,035 → $1,190 Day 3: $1,190 → $1,369 Day 4: $1,369 → $1,574 Day 5: $1,574 → $1,810 Day 6: $1,810 → $2,082 Day 7: $2,082 → $2,394 Day 8: $2,394 → $2,753 Day 9: $2,753 → $3,166 Day 10: $3,166 → $3,641

First 10 days = $900 → $3,641

Day 11: $3,641 → $4,187 Day 12: $4,187 → $4,815 Day 13: $4,815 → $5,538 Day 14: $5,538 → $6,368 Day 15: $6,368 → $7,323 Day 16: $7,323 → $8,422 Day 17: $8,422 → $9,685 Day 18: $9,685 → $11,138 Day 19: $11,138 → $12,809 Day 20: $12,809 → $14,730

20 days = $900 → $14,730

steady mf trenches

• january - make $5000 from $1000 FAST with 0DTE - BLEW it in one day

• Feb - 300-$1700 FAST (two days) BLEW it

so again we can see the pattern - tasting large sums - and rightly so never backing off because what is the point in that - we want to experience entropy max growth - an account that never stops growing -

first thing have to recognize is the entries are not exactly the problem - its just i happen to land on a landmine with 0DTE through no other fault then math itself - because you have to understand or atleast what is going on here is the chains unwinding their last day is like spectral insane so much they just have to be sized for zero - and there are so many reasons we gravitate towards them - they seem elite - only a james bond esque trader could fathom the complex gamma -

relax - the more you lean into that idea the larger the poverty mind set will compound and rush - and too - the fact that things expire in 6 hours - again - massive growth - fast - but capping for downside is a must -

yet i noticed something here in people posting their swings online and the frustration because while the 0DTE has its issues for itself (massive risk to blowing capital - avoid the sexy carnage) is that seeing people complain because of the swings they hold overnight and now i see why or remember why i avoided longer dates to begin with -

many times with holding over night the gamma decay is so intense that actually both sides lose on the option EX - you have calls for week out jumps premarket dips after open - both calls and puts for one week out

-20%

this seems illogical for small accounts to grow - i mean of course there will be hits but if you are trying to grow $800 - $5000 in a month (not 3 days LOL) probably want to avoid that - so im blending the approaches - no over night holding -

ill report back with my findings here see if we can make a buck today

e-girls

this is by far the most sought after profession with people3 35 and under for various reasons its appealing. it has to do with barely leaving the house while having an elevated standard of living. or maybe it is the deep quest for attention in a world that seems to move on in an instant. a new rock star if you will. maybe everyone has deep vitamin deficiencies and our unatural being to the natural world makes us deeply scared of the natural world.

or maybe it is that life on the outside of apartment/house seems to be very - its just an unfair deal. if there was a sense of mobility in jobs - being able to support oneself with meager work itself (like every generation in history before this) then i dont the e-girl-ism would be the holy alter.

for me however - i think most girls should think about some form of e-girlism - i think things like porn are over sold yet there is still a host of things going on for e girls to do. now this guide is for someone so lets see if they do it

• 99% of actual famous e - girls have armies of simps helping them

  the first myth to dispel here that women do it all themselves. and believe even the women that get the help dont admit it. breaks the image - but yes they get help - they also dont recognize that help because they dont see these simps as real people. what things would simps help with?

• admin organization, faking DMS, responding to emails (hey you have a request to do ASMR in spider girl outfit he is gonna pay $200) for this task have to pay you admin some money but tbh unless your a savant of trading this is very hard

• managing actual twitter posting / substack posting - you may not believe this but all men today are weird they want you to think like they think (incel) yet be beautiful - so i guess think about that - the OTHER thing is is your trying to make an ungodly amount of post to beat the algorith - so dont be puritan about this - the more post the better

  

  919 views

• this woman talks about her boyfriend and gets 1000 views for literally nothing

• all you need to do is get $1 from 1000 people a month or better yet $20 from 100 people (think men over 40)

• dont be like her never allude to your BF yea sure have one but the mystery of being single amps it up

• so in this video i showed she refuses (like all of them) to do individual asmr. honestly what i would do is put such a high price tag (400$-1000$) on i and it will be absolutely worth your trouble.

so again if your looking at this what do we know so far 1 - get a man to help you 2 - dont mention boyfriends 3 - post often flood the internet to prove you are indeed a real gorl 4 - respect your audience - make personal videos just make such a high price dont budge ect

i know people are really super against all this stuff and i think when my daughter wants to i will help her on some sort of channel because the truth is you are a person online before an author or whatever creative thing you do

its so weird you are a stepping stone with loyal followers will absolutely help ssales of your books over any recommendation of boomers at a publishing house.

thing is too like attracts like - you have no idea what other doors will open - seems like there are not many doors for people

if i wasnt dead set on getting better at trading i would 1000% be online reviewing memes or whatever just look how much traaction my shitty channel did - as a guy - talking about one stupid tech thing gained 10 subs in 24 hours almost 1000 views - as a MAN - think if you were a woman with pink hair and a maide outfit doing the same thing

!

chant of rebirth

chant of expansion

pureness of heart

whenever i was looking online for strategy never really thought of given daily expansion a chance through longer dated contracts - probably because the range of price is not really displayed - and say you have a call on and it does eventually grind up the 0DTE ness of it gets brutalized - and if i can do some math here this is my thinking

Final=1000×(1.2)30

(1.2)30≈237.38

sure some variance in there - in january had one red day that went -80% fast - meaning that the ceiling is higher to large and quick of a draw down - i dont mind draw down.

with all this tech and trading and AI and the ever expanding tech always be willing to find a strategy and capitalize on it - i think there are time when or there have been in the past - and

use to like posting on X but i think actually im going to post on here more since it just is free. like why would i pay elon musk to write long articles no one would read also i see no person on twitter being interested in this i think only possibly substack but

i am not posting on here for any clout or whatever - i just like to be my own advocate. i dont think enough people are there own advocates enough - like every single thing in this life is through some b***** approval process and social media thinks its being contrarian with how it approaches it but just becomes like naggy almost

there use to be in some respects a worse b******* nightmare but it didnt follow you home like a specter that today does. lick them paws.

this is true to for some of the other riskier behaviors that i have that are so classic of me - but as they have served me so much (lavish lifestyles for periods of my life) they too must be augmented as im changing seasons for life - and to do this i must have constant reminders of how and why the painful change must happen

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classicly when someone builds account on $300-$1600 seems to walk away with their tail between their legs after blowing such copes as “i got too big too quick, market is rigged”

and people just seem to miss these little lessons we get. i am going to grow just as big as the 400% in 3 days ( i do this often) just a looser slower approach that will allow me to focus on things outside while capping my risk size down more -

so it is important to keep writing and solidify the issue here -

even if you are right directionally that could pay 500 you never know unless you hold it the whole way which you wont know until its 500 or zero

by stretching the calendar any runner is easier to hold - the payout is less but the cost of being wrong negligible - the hardest part is early account growth 20% on 5000$ is better then 20% on 1000$ in time this is woo woo

sitting through this transformation is just like the quitting or adjsuting relationship with substances - takes time - you may not be wrong in spirit but flawed in approach

you gotta know whats under the hood

$300-1600$ in three days for me -

to blow it in 30 seconds not on material possessions

pure ether evaporations

the poor can never imagine this type of building because they can never image the type of charity

with the charity comes a pure heart they say only a psychic can have a pure heart and nothing purifies then sunlight, or disintegration

but i have learned something so fucking profound ; money is everywhere

purely the calls i bought that violdently were raped -

because one day expiry was meant to be raped

but losing money this way is the only way you can intimatly see the violence the true nature

gotta extend the expiry

your same option that expires in 8 hours goes from $6 - $200 imagine but the timing is impossible if you are wrong instant death - and as they say the truth is some where in the middle -

trade the same way you would an 0DTE but use the 8-10 days expiry lets see

FEB 19 $614 CALL price - $590 (dayrange $482-$860)

compared to FEB 11 $614 CALL price $44 (dayrange $20-$431)

took $300-$1600 in three days / need the same aggression just need to bribe father time more handsomely - no one is right all the time - just have to be right more then most (i am

)

most never really come to these conclusions and i really have laid out mine and i want to circle back on this in the next few weeks, i am relieved excited to build again. truly i wanted to shoot myself. how could i possibly doe another 400% in three days to lose it again this doom suicide cycle. pretty dark. out of the pressure creates diamond and if you can sustain the crashout maybe something good will come -

you never tho want to swing over night - some caveats here right like most of the time the decay is this evil instrument overnight rarely works - so again if you trade like 0DTE you still want to open and close same day -

probably helps there is a great deal of passion in this - i dont think all of this creativity im drawing here comes from simply trying to make money but trading is surprising me with the timelines i draw about myself - but no matter what you do when you see someone have a comeback it probably because they went to the absolute bottom and they still wouldnt give up - there has to be passion

i have made such progress in my physical body - at 34 if you are timing your miles you have to be passionate. the body rewards passion. love rewards passion - the hunt rewards passion. passion will have you lose it all only to come back ten x stronger - universe will constantly test simply is irrational - the world wants you to commit suicide so your nutrients. can grow flowers

so what you really needed was to see some error and focus on monolithic rape

stop fighting the sun learn to dance with it

dont resist arrest cuff yourself

chained to this earth for a short eternity

a gift

the digital experience grows further from esoteric from the day - true knowledge in the moss patch, ice chandeliers - better yet the recesses in the body - the sprint, the chase, the hunt, the kill.

i havn’t thought about my past in a month -

lots of older folks dying - they tell us it is a tragedy but they had decades to prepare

you are arcanum you are aquarius

all is gasoline to fan the fires of the internal monologue

and fire you must take as many shots as possible and exhaust every single option like there is unlimited magic missiles at your disposal

because there are - in the deepest parts of your heart - just must reach in through the ectoplasm and fucking reload

have heart & well armed

for this is the only reason they are nice is they equate being nice to the forces of the world to that of nature as a ticket to the part of the ride that avoids discomfort.

those that assumed they were on this ride are morbidly obese gen xers and boomers still too retarded to use the internet but at least are insulating themselves with enough money to pay for the treatments

depression hates a moving target

just look who is depressed? they are easily caught, easily raped.

i have some fantastic intel in these certain fields

• everything is downstream from biology

• insider trading

• email marketing

none of this matters if you have no grace, no form.

older you get the more time you need to stretch, lift, decompress that insider knowledge you have

in youth you get that nice skin easy - even a hair of looksmaxxing goes along way

you are nice because you are easy to rape physically/financially.

namaste

this kind of gave me some thoughts about how i manage things from here on out - first off - i just need to point out the internet is losing its mind in real time. the past few months seems like the internet was into split groups but there was some cross banter now i truly feel like an island -

since i figured out this software issue i can really work in the ways i want to work which is so exciting. i think i can for sure for better for worse live without social media and i dont have to share things to make money - which if you can do this why wouldnt you share it to make more money

that seems to be the paradox here - money seems to be the most important thing to people on this app. ever single blog post i see on here are asking for money but there blogs fucking suck.

im going to try and see things differently and learn - going past LLMs use them - play it close to the chest - its proven zoomers are more retarded then millenials world is for the taking. i started a digital diary so im going to write more over there. the internet has so little to offer. anything that was good you have to see through seas of bullshit, then there are post about :get your substack seen through google and literally i could not care

i ran like a 6 minute mile today, kettle bell swings push ups G shit 8.5 miles bike

but the goyim mind can only think of a way to monetize this. and not just accept it as a humble way of life